An Aikido teacher is giving a mid-level student the opportunity to practice teaching. Toward that end, he asks a beginner to work beneath the mid-level student. During the course of the class, the beginning student sees his peers practicing with the black belts elsewhere on the mats and begins to grow irritable. He is a beginner in Aikido, but, with a few years of other arts under his belt, he is not a beginner in the martial arts in general; why should he be put in this position and denied the superior training?At the end of the session, a senior student cordially asks how the beginner enjoyed the class. The student responded from the heart, honestly and spontaneously, that he thought the class was a waste of his time and his money, that he was not paying to be instructed by a mid-level student while others had one-on-one interaction with black belt students.
Later, the student wondered if his honest response was correct. During the next class, the student got the sense that the instructor was giving him the cold shoulder. He suspects that word got back to the instructor and that she was responding badly to his remark...
[Case is taken from a posting to AikiWeb, a source of Aikido discussion.]
Takemusu and the Clear Response
Aikido and Patriarchal Zen are both intently focused upon connecting the practitioner with his "center," the solid, immovable, relaxed core of his very being. A result of this connection is finding a spontaneous, perfectly clear, and appropriate response to your every situation. In Aikido, this is takemusu, the clear martial response to an attack on your body; in Zen, this is the clear response to a koan attacking your mind. The response of either is called appropriate in that it is crafted to restore harmony, or "original mind." But until these responses are understood, they are often severely misunderstood: Responses may seem well-formed and appropriate when in fact they seriously miss the mark. In Zen, some label this "monkey Zen"---imitating the form demonstrated by Zen masters without comprehending the essence; in Aikido, the difference between martial "dancing" and combat is easily felt, but not necessarily easily seen.In the cited case, the student knows that his response was honest and appropriate. How then could the matter remain unsettled? How then could he question the situation after the fact or have regret?
In fact, the student's answer was an honest, pure reflection of his state of mind---his every word, action, and subsequent wonder were certainly a pure expression of that state---but was his answer from his center? Was the source of the answer beneath his calm, undefiled mind, or was the source of his answer his resonant resentment with his situation in class? Would we be more likely to characterize his answer as a response or as a reaction? Lastly, did his answer ultimately quell the situation, or did it exacerbate the situation?
Operating purely and spontaneously from the heart, or "being true to oneself," may make for great novels and movies, but it is not necessarily enlightened action; in fact, it may be the height of delusion. Believing the action to be enlightened or pure and clinging to the delusive state often only exacerbates the situation.
Working through these obstacles and tendencies is ultimately a matter of practice. Training can be long and arduous, and we do stumble, but practice is the place for this.
4 comments:
the student's response may have been spontaneous and from the heart, but it was ego-centric and failed to connect with or comprehend the larger picture.
The student may well have been an experienced martial artist, but from the facts you gave, he was a beginner to Aikido and new to the class. From his own perspective, he needs to learn the basics of the art. If he can connect them to other lessons and incorporate the Aikido into his own practice faster than other beginners, that is a bonus. But he needs to accept that this is new, and Aikido basics may have their own lessons to teach him. Presumably he is taking the class because he believes there is something he is lacking from his other training -- even if that "lack" is just a new perspective.
From the teacher's perspective, the new student is an unknown commodity. He needs to be tested to see who he is at his heart. In the old days, this test had life or death consequences. Perhaps the new student has dangerous ulterior motives for training. The new student needs "to prove" he is worthy of more attention. In this regard, the student's answer was honest, and he "failed." The teacher had good reason to give the student the cold shoulder -- until he realizes his mistake and changes his attitude, he has proven that he is a beginner.
Just my two cents.
It is an interesting case, and it has several red herrings. For instance, the AikiWeb discussion thread tended first to focus first on the student's statement about money; people tended to project their own dojo's economic system onto the situation. There were also some who claimed it would be an honor to be selected by the instructor for such a duty; this misses the point that automatically giving the benefit of the doubt to the instructor creates the same situation as automatically assuming the instructor is taking advantage of you. There were assumptions that the instructor made no error, or had some larger lesson in mind; in fact, we do not know.
From a Zen-ish point of view, it is the student's assumptions and doubt that are perhaps most revealing. The student assumed he was being short-changed. Why did he feel this way? Had he been screwed over in the past and sees similar conditions? Is it the expectation that he deserves more? The thoughts and feelings arise naturally, for whatever their reasons, but there is no cause to be swept away by them. The student may in fact have been short-changed---with or without malice---but the response was rooted in the thought, not the situation as it was. The student was swept away into a spiral of compounding irritation that ended with a possibly not-so-well-considered response. Days later and still affected, he assumes that this is the cause of the instructor's changed attitude; in reality, we have no evidence of this.
Whether displaying ego is an error or not is a good topic for another thread :-)
This case has continued to haunt my thoughts. This makes it worthy of discussion.
Some of my random thoughts have echoed some of your points:
Is it necessarily an error to display ego? No, though in this case, I think the ego-centricism fails to recognize the larger picture.
Has the instructor's attitude changed in fact? Maybe, maybe not. As you state, we have no real proof. It might be the student's shame that causes him to think this. My earlier point was simply that I would not blame the teacher for changing his attitude towards the new student -- especially if he came to the school with a reputation as an advanced martial artist. the student's attitude marks him as an immature artist with advanced skills: a potentially dangerous combination.
The teacher displayed great respect and trust in permitting his mid-level student an opportunity to teach. Even if the new student felt he knew more than the mid-level student, he should've taken the opportunity to learn something about the personal strengths and weaknesses of the teacher and the mid-level student. It provided great insight into the nature of the school he was looking to join.
There is also the Sempai-Kohai relationship to consider. This, unfortunately, is often misunderstood in the West. However, by any estimation, the new student, the Kohai here, disrespected his his Sempai, the mid-level student. I think there's a lot of food for thought here for people interested in this etiquette.
This was an excellent case to bring to our attention, and I thank you for it.
It's my pleasure, JRF. I often find that the discussions on other blogs contain some finer Zen content worth discussion, though possibly not there where they may not be appreciated. I'm thinking these cases might make for an interesting feature here, so, if you happen to spot any... ;-)
I'll stop this post here before I'm tempted to go too far into Zen and Etiquette---another topic so full of potential!
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